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Without the "incen-", it would just be a diary device
tales from the lamest person I know
Created on 2004-01-21 10:28:41 (#1957849), last updated 2009-12-04
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Basic Info| Name: | jblotto |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-31 |
| Location: | Tucson, Arizona, United States |
| Website: | Overheard on the WWW |
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stroupj@gmail.com BioNew Mexico born and Arizona as an adult. Studied varied classes at most post-secondary institutions in Tucson. Currently meandering in my path as a solutionist. I create.
How's this for honesty[ed. No longer true. I've sobered up, seen therapists and found a course in life. I am struggling to survive, but I get by with the help of my friends. :) I keep the other as an act of honesty on the part of this journal]: I'm a self-medicating, (never been to a therapist so can't be clinically) depressed individual, who's strongest connection growing up was my sister who passed away when I was twelve. I then proceeded to fill the love that I felt absent at home with friends who continually let me down by not being much more than concerned that I continue existing. I believe myself to be relatively uniquely outside the norms of sexual desire as well as physical, emotional and intellectual representation. I enjoy pleasing more than being pleased, and what I long for most right now is someone to share my bed in a comforting embrace. I'm far more picky than I'll let on, but that can be overcome by persistence as legitimate illustration of desire. I'll feed your needs via my sensitive half, but, as a Gemini, I need to have my needs filled, which include being desired. I currently imagine that it all goes back to my having wanted my sister's acceptance and that being halted by her untimely demise. I'm a fleshy bag of neuroses that manages to squander it's every economic gain through the pursuit of being desired.
And if that doesn't make you want to stay the hell away, I also have the nasty habit of not maintaining communication levels to the point of creating disinterest in those who wish communication from me. Or I suffocate them in my desire to be in their presence.
Any more questions?
PS: I do not believe in "race" or that a single religion is right. I can find beauty and humor in everything. The scariest thing I can imagine is dogs with thumbs.
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How's this for honesty[ed. No longer true. I've sobered up, seen therapists and found a course in life. I am struggling to survive, but I get by with the help of my friends. :) I keep the other as an act of honesty on the part of this journal]: I'm a self-medicating, (never been to a therapist so can't be clinically) depressed individual, who's strongest connection growing up was my sister who passed away when I was twelve. I then proceeded to fill the love that I felt absent at home with friends who continually let me down by not being much more than concerned that I continue existing. I believe myself to be relatively uniquely outside the norms of sexual desire as well as physical, emotional and intellectual representation. I enjoy pleasing more than being pleased, and what I long for most right now is someone to share my bed in a comforting embrace. I'm far more picky than I'll let on, but that can be overcome by persistence as legitimate illustration of desire. I'll feed your needs via my sensitive half, but, as a Gemini, I need to have my needs filled, which include being desired. I currently imagine that it all goes back to my having wanted my sister's acceptance and that being halted by her untimely demise. I'm a fleshy bag of neuroses that manages to squander it's every economic gain through the pursuit of being desired.
And if that doesn't make you want to stay the hell away, I also have the nasty habit of not maintaining communication levels to the point of creating disinterest in those who wish communication from me. Or I suffocate them in my desire to be in their presence.
Any more questions?
PS: I do not believe in "race" or that a single religion is right. I can find beauty and humor in everything. The scariest thing I can imagine is dogs with thumbs.
play .wmv
play .mpg
visit beautifulagony.com
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